Wednesday, June 24, 2015

Been Homeless

When we think of homeless people we think about people who are lazy, and that are on drugs, but I have noticed since I become homeless in April 2015 that most homeless people are good people that just wants to get off the street and back to living in housing with a normal life.
July 1,2015
I meet wonderful guy. He treats me so well.
July 2,2015
I'm going to use this blog to tell you story's about homeless people that I have meet and about how homeless life is treating me.
In April 2015, I became homeless under circumstances that I had no choose under. No means am I lazy or even want to be homeless. The first night staying at the Lighthouse Mission in Bellingham,Wa. I was so terrified and thought this is the worst thing that could happen to someone like me. After a few days I start making friends that I'm proud to call my family. They have my back no matter what and I'm so happy to have them, because with out them. I'm not sure How I could handle this.
This is Laura was my friend into she decided to go away from the bible and get into Witch Craft. I really loved her like a sister but when she became evil. I had to back away.
This will be the first July 4th that I will not be with family. It's kinda getting to me, because family is really important to me.
At this very moment, I'm sitting out of the Lighthouse Mission by myself and thinking. I'm 26 years old and I thought by now I would be married and have little one running around on a farm back home in Oklahoma. It never crossed my mind that I would be not married  with no kids by this age, It never crossed my mind that I would be homeless, but God has a bigger plans for me . I just don't no what the plan is yet.
July 3,2015
Today, has been very peaceful. I spent most of the day by the water watching the Geese just float around like they have no care in the world. It was hot about 85°. So I stayed out of the sun and in the shade most of the day into lunch time. Then after I eat lunch at the mission. I decided to go hang out with some of my friends at the drop in center where it's cooler, and watch Andy Griffith Show. Then about 3:30pm I when to Church on the Street another program in Bellingham, Wa that helps the homeless out. Right now, this program helps me out on Wednesday and Friday with a cold drink of juices and bus pass, sometimes with shampoo and conditioner.
I'm now checked it at the mission for the night at least I know I have a roof over my head for the night. A mat is better then sleeping on the Street. Tomorrow is the 4th of July and no busses are running because of the holiday. So most of the day I will probably be at one of the parks in walking distance.
July 4, 2015
I watched firework show off a boat and it was the most wonderful 4th of July. I ever had.
July 6,2015
Spending time with my wonderful man.
July 9, 2015
I have not had the ability to write on the blog in few days. I been spending lot of time at the Rainbow because I been feeling really depressed and wondering where my life is going and what's the purpose. Today, I spend most of the day wrapped up in a sleeping bag asleep because I been feeling so tired and I'm not really sure why.
Resources that help me
LIGHTHOUSE MISSION
July 12,2015
It's really  old for the summer time here in Washington. It's been try to rain off and on little sprinkles for the past two days. We really need the rain it's starting to look like Oklahoma with the brown grass and burn bans everywhere.


This blog as been moved to http://homelessbellingham.blogspot.com/